Friday, April 05, 2024

National Poetry Month : Pearl Pirie,

 

Esther Moore*


Esther was renowned for nursing.

her midwifery spurred neighbours

to name their children after her.

a widow for a year by 32,
she remarried to Alexander Brown Jr.

and had three more children.

a story starts whenever we start it.
it begins for us wherever our point

of attention is. the same with endings.                                                             

so the first thing you should know
about Esther is that her parents

owned a Dublin shoe factory.

the second thing you should know
is that she was a force unconfined.

thirdly, that at 21, she believed in love.

fourthly in a down-low style of
mid-1800s, despite being a governess

Esther fraternized with workers.

she persuaded one to teach her on the sly
to make shoes. then an arranged marriage

paired poorly with "suitable" suitor, Mitton

so one windy winter night, January 28,
1847, she and John Crawford escaped,

eloped to Kinawley in County Fermanagh.

time passed, as it's liable to intractably do.
after her passage to the port of Montreal

to her shoemaker, against the rapids

she rejoined him. in seven years
they made children of Quebec.

the fourth, six months in her belly.

October 19th, 1856, hunting deer
along the Ottawa River at

Portage du Fort, John tumbled in.

he must have drowned hauling
his wounded buck home. come May,

a body without knowledge, came ashore.

authorities summoned Esther
to identify it. from the distance

of a roadside ruff of cedar and pine

she turned away and said, its him.
they said, come closer. how can ya

be sure
from way over there?

she replied, I made his boots.


 

*daughter of Graciella Caskello and George Moor moved from Dublin, ultimately to become my great x3 grandmother

 

 

Pearl Pirie writes from rural Quebec, in the unceded territory of the Anishinaabe where she is a librarian and volunteer sorter at a charity shop. Her recent chapbooks are: A Couple Sumerians (Turret House Press, 2023), Adding Up to This (Catkin, 2023), and rain's small gestures (Apt 9 Press, 2021) which won the Nelson Ball Prize 2022. She is grateful for writing grants from CAQ, CC and a D.C. Reid poetry grant. Support her at Patreon or at Substack where she writes essays. www.pearlpirie.com

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